MISTAKES

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Everytime things go wrong or they go out of place
I consider it to be my fault.
When the trust is no longer there
Every little wrong seems to be my fault.
Have had sleepless night thinking about the past wrong doings that I barely realize when tears round down my eyes.
I'm in pains but no one seems to care
It's my fault I know
But still am human after all
We all make mistakes in one way or another
It hurts so much I can't even look my loved ones in the eye.
They all look down on me.
Their love for me has faded, 
they don't trust me anymore.
How I wish I could turn the hands of time. 
But the deed has already been done.
I have come to the realization that 
It's okay not to be perfect
It's okay to make mistakes 
It's okay to do Something that you wish you haven't done because if we don't do those things we never grow.
We learn from our mistakes
Either big or small all mistakes has a lesson to learn from.
It's makes us stronger than our former self. 
Allowing it break you is like standing at one point. 
So you just got to learn from it and move on.
I'm gonna take my lessons which they think as mistakes and grow to make a better future.
I Know is not going to be easy to regain the loss trust and love they had for me.
Regardless, I'm going to give it a try and I will continue to try until everything goes back to the way they were.
I'm gonna make everything right again.
                                              _Fearless_

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