CONTROL

That moment when your blood starts to boil and your mind is filled with thought, different types of thoughts. Mostly the bad thoughts 

You forget how good of a person you are and you allow the anger in you to take over your body.

That's when you become unstoppable until that thought in your head is carried out or goes away.

Sometimes you try to stop yourself. But when you are angry at someone or at the people you care about most, it hurts in a different way. And you only see the bad side of them at that furious moment.

You start to downgrade yourself.

Because your heart is bleeding

It hurts so much.

So much that you can't bare

Burning in thoughts of rage

Finding it difficult to forgive and forget.

Cause it hurts so badly.

The wounds may heal,

But the scars will forever remain

That beautiful smile on your face changes within seconds

Sometimes you might think 

You not deserving of happiness

You think no one would understand you if you voice out

So you just keep the hurts and the pains inside

Not wanting to bother anyone.

But that's not right

It isn't the best solution

Everyone gets angry in one way or another.

It's doesn't mean you should isolate yourself.

Be free 

And try to let go 

No matter how painful it is,

that must have made you upset

Try to take them as motivation

Listen to your inner voice

To know if you are at fault or not

Or if you need to change something.

Develop a way to absorb that anger and energize it into something meaningful. And then you can find yourself again.

Cry out if you have to

Stay silent if you have to

But never make matters worst

Try to speak out when you are bother

Try to speak out when someone hurts you

Don't hold the grugges in your heart. Let them know they hurt your feelings.

And sometimes you might be shocked that they weren't even aware they hurt you.

Speaking out helps you find a little peace.

So free yourself

Forgive as much as there is to forgive and let the wounds heal.

Happiness starts from within

Stay strong

And you shall over come.

                                     _Fearless_