THE STRONG FEELINGS

It's hard to watch the heart that was always there go far away

Its hard to seat and know you not coming back

It's hard to forget 

At night seating together at the corner feeling your warm touch, but now am as cold as ice.

All the letters, all the promise we made, all forgotten.

I thought we would be forever, I guess it was all just in my head,

How could you move on so fast.

You think is easy but it's not, having to watch you leave, tears me apart day after day. 

Was expecting your call on my birthday, thinking you would remember at least. 

Not knowing you had already deleted me from your memories

I'm breaking down

Its hurts so much

Everyone keeps telling me to let go of the hurts, cause they care for me but is harder than it looks.

Am like a broken mirror, you can't fit its pieces back 

I even fell sick but you didn't show up

I cried my heart out

Then Dad came and said; you know you can't go on like this " you are strong and more capable than you think, you are spirited, you have a whole life of adventure ahead of you. you are who you are and no one can ever change that, so I want you to create a room in you heart for new things, new discovery, and let the past remain in the past. I trust you'll pull through. 

I smiled

After a while of thought, keying to what he said

I Stood before the mirror

Realized this isn't me

Wiped my tears

Put on some make up

Got dressed

And looked back at the mirror

I saw someone who's strong independent and brave

Someone who is ready to face the world

And that someone was me

I was ready. 

I guess we all need someone to talk to in our time of need.

I know the journey I'm about to embark on won't be easy,

But I'm willing to make the effort.

                                        _Fearless_