FLAWLESS

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I'm not beautiful 
I know
I got scars 
I know
To the world I'm regarded as ugly.
Non-important
Looked down upon.
Sad inside,
The hurts just keep coming in 
And no one cares
Crying in silence everyday
All the insults
The blames,
All just keep coming in
I know I'm not perfect,
I'm not good enough to be looked at
Everything seems to be wrong with me
Its not easy for me to just change you know
I get distracted Everytime
Not being able to focus kills me
My self confidence is lost
Am losing my self
Sucide attempts come to my mind
But no one cares
It's hard for me you know
Criticizing me tear me into tears
I'm tired
I can't take this anymore
I want to run so far away where I can't hear the voices
The voices in my head
So loud 
It makes my ears bleed
Trying to find ways out of here
A place where I'm not wanted
Been ignored by my very own
This can't continue
My blood is boiling in rage and anger
I can't go on like this 
No
This has to stop
I wasn't created to be perfect
Nor to impress anyone
I am me
I like who I am
I own myself
I don't care about anyone's judgement about me
I am who I am
Am enough for myself
If they don't see the beauty in me, then I owe nobody an explanation.
I'm not going to be in any competition with anyone
The only competition I will be in
Is to be better than my yesterday.
I'm going to fight all the odds
Live in my own world
And I'm just going to do me
And be me.



                                   _Fearless_

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